Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish I could go back
Go back and forget
Go back and change

Sometimes I wish I could realize
Realize my burned bridges
Realize my circumstance.

Sometimes I wish I could change
Change my motivation
Change my actions
Change aspects of my life.

Sometimes I wish I could be content
Content with my life now
Content with my decisions
Content with my struggles.

Sometimes I wish I could have someone
Someone for sympathy, no, empathy
Someone to hold me
Someone to hold.



Sometimes I wish nothing would have changed
I'm happy where I'm at
I'm scared where I'm at
I'm struggling where I'm at
It is always a battle,
Every day,
Every flashback,
Every scent.